tablet?
A very quick update. Thought I'll share that I'm using my tablet to post up blogs on the move. I have a HP touchpad with android now, so its alot more, shall we say, worth while to touch? Heh.
Hope all is well people, speak soon
So so, we meet again thoughts
So, Ever had that week where everything seems to catch up with you, mentally of course. Just so much of memory's and feelings, rushing at me like a damn brick wall. And also with old annoyances seem to crop up as well, things that should of kept away, are also comming back. How so? Why so? Who gives a fuck? Well i more or less do.
Where shall i start? Well i don't think i will. But i hope i am not the only one that when ancient memory's of days past seem to come back, attack and ruin everything in their path. Damn swam of rats i say.
Apart from that, im working quite hard on my minecraft server, and its really going well, but wish i knew a way of gaining more people and having more work done on it. I do enjoy watching ones work!
On more work, im thinking on doing more in this area of "Parapsychology" which is really becoming a big hobbie interest of mine. Im thinking of maybe doing my own work before looking at it as a degree stranded. Going with a "Stable and outlooked" mind before diving into it.
Well i think that will do for today, way to much going on to really focus on what i need or want to write.
A Fresh start, Carrying it on, Thats another question though.
Ive attempted at carrying out blogs before, and never really kept with them, and i think i know why. Why should i conform myself to a single point instead of a universe of multiple things that interest me? Before was Retro game reviews, and before that how i feel, why not what ever the hell i want?
So thats what il be "Attempting again" a view of what ever the fuck i want, a mutipicked view of my brain and what comes out of it, what i do, and when i do it. Well, within reason and when i upload!
So il start on what i feel, and what ive done today... Well apart from work, and sleeping on my chair during the day as well as a old deformed OAP, ive kept myself busy with coding for minecraft. Coding you ask? Why yes, ive been scripting for my mine craft server ive built for a selected few, and maybe il inject my minecraft server into every good boy and girl on the internet, but for now, its just reserved for my insane friends on skype.
Ive also watched "Sleepy Hollow" with that pirate dude everyone speaks about..... Oh i forget his name, something like " Johnny Depp" by any chance? Anyway, it was quite a nice revist to something i enjoyed then, and still do now. Tim burton really has a great image for his films, and such a imagination that i crave and adore. Someone said to me lately "Benn from skype" What happend to my rpg, i replyed with "i havnt got a idea for a story let alone characters and so on" Maybe i should stop being a sour puss and go with what i enjoy instead of finding something "Others" will enjoy. I keep conforming myself to each happy go getter outside of the box, instead of making myself happy with my projects, Maybe i should inject this into real life some how? Bah, effort required is likely to great.....
That being said, social life is a bit of a let go at the moment, from being so damn active, to being a hermit really does anger me so, and i blame some people for that, and the lack of money. I think my "Bluntness" and crude suttle hints that some people are "Using cunt fuckers that need to sort their faces out" Really isnt what sociality really wants to hear. Unless your me and can take a bit of insultive criticized words now and again. Maybe i should really get off my own high horse and get back into the game, BUT ah another downfall has hit and look, moths are coming a large, since im seeming to be in lack of cash, how does one go and "enjoy" his night? Interesting experiment hmm?
Anyway "nuff" of my rambling, its 8.14am and i best get some sleep, ive been up all night pondering, i think its time to deponder and relax, night all.